April 26, 2011
Un-anniversary
Today I had the weirdest realization. If Zach and I were in a real relationship, we would've been dating for four months by now. That's how long we've been seeing each other anyway. He's coming back from California this weekend. I've almost seen him every weekend in these past four months. Almost. Sometimes in between weekends. I'm excited for him to get back.
But it's not real. It's just this superficial thing we have going on. And I'm tired of superficial. I've had my fun. I experienced and learned and so forth and so forth. Now I'm ready for substantial.
That, my friends, is a very elusive thing
scullerymaid at 6:44 p.m.