February 20, 2011
Charlotte
I'm not sure that Charlotte is realy my kind of city. Small as it may be, it's just too city. So far I prefer Newport News. And at least in the News Harris Teeter and Walmart are 24/7. You'd think the bigger the city, the longer it stays awake. Apparently not. If I moved here, I would adapt of course. I'm just not sure that I want to move here. It's nice to visit, but I don't know about living here.
My recent spurts of panic are starting to retreat, but I still can't wait for that burst of red. I can't wait to feel normal again. But this has been a good experience. I know what I want and what I don't and what I'm willing to do from here on and what I'm no longer willing to do. As long as normal comes back...
scullerymaid at 2:09 p.m.