September 22, 2009
Forget and move forward
I'm being awkward,I know I am, but for some reason I can't stop. Now that Popeguy and I are no longer fighting, I keep waiting for it to start again. I know it's not going to. I know it's stupid to think about, but I can't help it. When we were fighting, we would have good periods. We thought everything was fine and finished and then it would fall through again. And there's a part of me that is waiting for that to happen. Or at least scared it might happen. So every once in a while I ask him if we're okay. Even though I know we are, I can't help but ask.
And he asks me why I keep asking...
scullerymaid at 11:04 p.m.