February 18, 2008
Ditto
Sometimes I wonder if I should just be like So-Eun and let him go from my heart. I think life would be so much easier. If I could just breathe slowly and say "No More." So I'm going to try. But it won't be easy. Well, it won't be if I don't let it be anyway.
Because it is just so pointless. I know that I have to understand the type of person that he is and what he's going through, but how can I if he doesn't talk to me? So I'm going to let go and just see what happens. Ignore the signs. Because what are signs really anyway? Things that we create and claim to be from the Divine. How do we know He sends them and we don't just see things we would like to see?
scullerymaid at 1:10 a.m.