July 22, 2007
Summer plague
Everyone is having a wonderful summer. They're going on trips, moving out of town, hanging out at the beach. They are experiencing freedom and independence. I have neither and it breaks my heart. I feel like a tiger in a cage, born to be wild, but trapped for eternity.
Right now I feel like I'm falling down a dark hole. Everything I say and do is wrong. I'm stuck at home all day everyday. There's nothing to do and no one to see (most of the time). All my friends are out having fun. I wish I was invited. Anything to get away from familiarity and relax. I want to go on an adventure.
scullerymaid at 10:07 p.m.