June 24, 2009
Blue hole in the heart
Sometimes being around here makes me feel so alone and it makes no sense. I'm surrounded by good friends. But the presence of one stupid boy can conjure random tears and I hate it. How did this happen? And how do I make it stop?
Do I just bake my feelings away? Would that help me to forget that everyone has someone except for me? Only,I can't even imgine myself with someone, so why does it make me upset?
I just want to be carefree, but the harder I try the more I care.
scullerymaid at 2:56 p.m.