February 05, 2012
Memories and bets
Remember how I claimed only to have had maybe 5 shots and 4 beers the other night? I was so off! Last night TJ and I went over to chill in Thomas' garage and some of the guys from our party were there. They informed me that each side of battle shots has 16 shots...and I took shots along with their side as well as mine. And chased everyone of those shots with beer. The shot glasses we were using were kinda small to preserve the liquor as long as we could, but Thomas and Brett both concluded that in the two hours that we played, I consumed at least 20 shots and as the other games commenced had to have downed six or more beers. These numbers sound down right impossible to me, but they are right about there being 16 holes in battle shots, which could only mean I at least had 16 shots. How did I get 5 out of that?! Goodness me!
And remember how a couple posts ago I said I had been thinking about Zach? Well, he started texting me last night. You are not going to believe what he said. I quote "Imma be honest as shit right now...I liked you from the first time we met. I'm weird I know. I need a nice woman...a good girl but a freaky one lol. Ya dig?"
I about shit my pants. First of all, I thought he sounded so...ghetto? And then I couldn't believe he was saying that shit to me. He's the one that decided we shouldn't be together. Remember how he stood me up for dinner and disappeared for a week? Yeah, I definitely brought that up and he said that he was told that he was deploying immediately and that's why he went MIA on me. Then we went back and fourth for a bit about how much he likes me and wants me to come to his apartment for a Superbpwl party. Yeah right. Like I would show up to that. That would be asking for all kinds of trouble and I like where things are going with TJ right now (though if certain things don't improve I might have to open myself up to other possibilities). What a weekend!
As you all know, I love TJ. I do. Like I said, I would trade him in for Zach for anything. But I'm a big kisser. I love kissing, I love making out, and right now I get more lip action from Math than I do from TJ and that drives me fucking insane. He once gave me this speech about being too old for making out, but I think that is absolute bullshit. I think it has to do with his intimacy issue. I wish he would open up a little and let me show him how great it can be. Like sex. I enjoy sex with TJ, but if he would relax a little it could go from good to mind blowing. But he stays inside of that shell of his and then I get too shy to push him. But I sure pushed him the other night when I was wasted! It's worth working on, I promise that. But if he doesn't learn to open up to me, there are clearly plenty of other guys that want to take me for a ride, Zach being number one in line. I'm an extremely patient woman. My moving in with TJ is a testament to that. But a woman has needs. We talked about it once awhile ago and both agree that I am more experienced and have more cravings than he does. But I believe his cravings could match mine if he would just stop thinking so much and allow himself to feel instead of always cowering away from his feelings.
I wonder if I'll ever tell Zach he swiped my v card and unleashed those strong urges I crave haha. I never did tell him I was virginal that first night. But at least I had the last laugh, right? I won the bet and none of Snortgiggles' Navy friends got me. She could have at least wagered a handle of tequila instead of a pack of beer. I think my virginity was at least worth liquor over beer. But it doesn't matter because I won that bet. I chucked that v card without them even knowing.
scullerymaid at 12:28 p.m.